Although I was kind of forced to go to AA and I'm not even an alcoholic. The Toxic singer took to Instagram early on Monday I held on, like a needle and thread, to some sort of existence because they had made me feel like nothing for so long. Britney Spears shared an audio message to Instagram on Monday (Sept. 5) calling out her son Jayden James. I had to be placed in a chair from like eight to six every day. My girlfriend's from home came to visit me in a spa and I couldn't even walk into the spa and they had their feet doing pedicures in the water and three ices of bottles of champagne before my show just sitting there and I wasn't even acknowledged by them my own hometown friends and they would come to Vegas, and it was just it was demoralizing, I will say. I couldn't have cash and it was just demoralizing. Editors and writers join Thea Lenarduzzi, Lucy Dallas and Alex Clark to talk through the week's issue. There was no drugs in my system, no alcohol, nothing. Her father should be in prison the rest of his life in a work program where every cent he makes goes back to her. And it was a secret relationship. I honestly deserve an award for acting like I was okay. I haven't honestly shared this openly, too, as well, because I've always been scared of the judgment. 'Cause then who would be in control then. In a tweet, she later clarified those comments, writing, A reminder to some of you who may have gotten what I said confused it was 6 small vials of blood not 6 gallons !!!. And three days later, there was a SWAT team at my home, three helicopters. I didn't believe her like 'Is a lawyer coming here? Britney Spears' followers are not new to the singer ranting about something every other day but the American singer took an aim at fast food employee this time.Taking on the And the skepticism and the cynical people and their opinions of what people would actually think. CNN Sans & 2016 Cable News Network. And again, I get nothing out of sharing all of this I have offers to do interviews with Oprah and so many people, lots of lots of money, but it's insane. Jayden, as you undermine my behavior just like my whole family always has with, Hope she gets better, I will pray for her Pray for what? the "Toxic" singer began her voice message. \"CBS Mornings\" airs weekdays at 7 a.m. on CBS and stream it at 8 a.m. Or is the reasoning behind you guys deciding to be hateful is because its actually over in two years and you dont get anything? Later in the message, she described her sons ignoring her on their visits and always leaving 2 hours early. I just stalled. She was isolated for most of her life and did not have the most educated family to model grammar and word usage. Like she's speaking up a little bit more.' They're doing something to her right now. And I just remember him saying 'It's, you have to listen to the doctors, the doctors are gonna tell you what to do, I can't help you now.' To see other domains for sale, click here. Vent away and put it to music and lyrics. Listening to the audio, she sounds a bit rambling and upset, but overall very coherent. Oxford Dictionary's 2022 word of the year is Watch one-year-old's remarkable reaction after being accidentally locked in car, Neil Diamond surprises theatergoers with performance of 'Sweet Caroline', 'I was taking 55 Vicodin a day': Matthew Perry explains why he can't re-watch 'Friends', See Robin Meade's final sign-off during HLN's final live broadcast, Britney Spears and Sir Elton John recently collaborated on the track "Hold Me Closer. I do think I'm in a place now, where I'm a little bit more confident that I can be willing to share openly. Lote en Mirador del Lago:3.654 m2.Excelente vista al Lago, LOTE EN EL CONDADO DE 1430 m2, EN COSQUIN. To me, the thing was, I think the trauma of all of it and, and just the whole thing together and going down to how much effort and work and heart I put in to what I did when I did work, even down to the details of how many rhinestones are going to be in my costume. And if you don't do what we say, we're going to show you who's boss. And finally, I think they just knew I wasn't going back. I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically. August 29, 2022, 5:32 PM. And through that, I remember saying 'I don't believe in God anymore.' And I said, 'My biggest fear was what would my dad do? Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. Seems that Brit really needs to lots of venting , in fact, 13 pent up years of emotional venting is due her . The abuser has to justify their abuse to themselves to quell their guilt, so they turn their victim into a bad person who deserves it. Like, none of it made sense to me. Britney Spears posted a now-deleted 22-minute audio clip detailing the chronology and horrors of her conservatorship. In an audio message posted online Sunday night, Britney Spears allegedly said she felt like a \"robot\" while working during her 13-year conservatorship. In response to Britney Spears' 22-minute audio post, the singer's mother, Lynne Spears, made an Instagram post insisting she always had her daughter's best interests at heart. I'm here. Why? Because they did they put me in an ignorant, scared state of mind to make me feel like I needed them. And I went along with it because I was scared. Spears' audio recording has now been taken down on YouTube, but you can see what she said below: "Okay, so I woke up this morning, and I realized that there's a lot going on in my head that I haven't really shared with anyone really. I do think the hardest thing for me was I wanted to use my feet and leave and run or go somewhere. They bled her fucking dry so they could get rich off the shell they turned her into. I was scared broken. And I cared so much. And I finally got a lawyer. The audio featured Spears talking at length about her experiences over the past 15 years, her feelings towards her family members, and she also revealed how she nearly fled the Otherwise, why weren't they outside my doorstep saying 'Baby girl get in the car. And I said, 'I feel like they would lock me up or something or really hurt me.' They just needed a reason to make her their punching bag so they could suck her dry for money so they amde her out to be some monster who needed their saving when I reality they are the monsters. And I think by a needle and thread, it was the breathing peacefully inward that I missed the most. I have tried everything, she wrote. So I did it, I went to the place, I was scared out of my mind. Pop singer Britney Spears has opened up about her years-long conservatorship in a 22-minute audio message posted online Sunday. How is there a god? A new audio message posted to YouTube on Sunday evening gave an in-depth look at Britney Spears side of her conservatorship in a 22-minute video that makes bombshell 4:04 PM EDT, Mon August 29, 2022, Britney Spears addresses conservatorship in 22-minute clip. Shes one of the most genuine people in music and people took advantage of her.. youd expect your family to protect you from that. Britney Spears on Sunday released a lengthy audio message concerning the controversial guardianship that kept her primarily under her father's control for more than 13 On Friday she released her first new music in six years, a duet with Elton John called "Hold Me Closer," a dance-inflected take on John's ballad "Tiny Dancer. LOTE EN VA PARQUE SIQUIMAN A 2 CUADRAS DE LAGO SAN ROQUE. And I mean, almost five months, almost half a year, you know. And then I started doing a Vegas show [in] Las Vegas. And I've had tons of opportunities, Oprah interviews, to go on a platform and, and share hardships and or, or just really anything that's going on in my mind. Britney Spears On Conservatorship: The audio message was originally tweeted by Britney Spears. She had previously been offered an interview with the likes of Oprah Winfrey for "lots of money" but has turned those requests down. Because I thought the people were brilliant. Thats the classic abuse dynamic. So the last show in Vegas ended 2000-I think-17. Designed by, INVERSORES! Track Latest News and Assembly Election 2022 Coverage Live on NDTV.com and get news updates from India and around the world. Britney Spears tells court she wants conservatorship to end. Entertainment is a fucking vicious industry. Yeah, and might even spit in their f***ing faces. For news and discussion of the entertainment industry. Three training sessions a week, AA meetings, therapy sessions. Britney first put this on her official YouTube channel. I want to be able to have fun. I was in a relationship like this where everything I did and said was picked apart to the point where I was seen as this lost confused miserable person who needed to be guided and corrected with violence. And, they literally killed me. And the one time I speak up and say no in rehearsals, to a f***ing dance move, they got pissed. COMPLEJO DE 4 DEPARTAMENTOS CON POSIBILIDAD DE RENTA ANUAL, HERMOSA PROPIEDAD A LA VENTA EN PLAYAS DE ORO, CON EXCELENTE VISTA, CASA CON AMPLIO PARQUE Y PILETA A 4 CUADRAS DE RUTA 38, COMPLEJO TURISTICO EN Va. CARLOS PAZ. Britney Spears on Sunday released a lengthy audio message concerning the controversial guardianship that kept her primarily under her father's control for more than 13 years. Watched me change [] every day, I did work seven days a week, no weekends were off. And I think it's crucial, from my heart and my head to be able to speak openly about it as if anyone else would. We all learned how to use the word literally the right way because adults/others corrected us as kids. She's been severely abused for years, her family twisted laws to keep her in "jail" all while living off her money. I didn't even really do anything. Spears debuted her first new single in six years on Friday with the release of Hold Me Closer, her collaboration with Elton John. Britney Spears' fans confused by nude pic with Britney Spears uploads 22-minute video to her YouTube Britney Spears claims mom Lynne once hit her so hard Britney Spears calls eating a hamburger spiritual. Because the pain my family gave me, sitting me there all day and not being able to use my feet as they watch their grandchildren run bases to base in a famous family neighborhood, as if I'm dead, or I don't exist, honestly makes me look up and say, 'How the f*** did they get away with it? The conservatorship began in 2008. Is there a god? Crossroads is a 2002 American teen drama road film directed by Tamra Davis, from a screenplay by Shonda Rhimes.It stars Britney Spears, Anson Mount, Zoe Saldana, Taryn Manning, Kim Cattrall and Dan Aykroyd.Set in Georgia, it centers on three teenage girls on a cross-country road trip, as they find themselves and their friendship in the process. I was a f***ing machine. I remember the first day he said, 'I'm Britney Spears and I'm calling the shots' and I'm like, 'Alrighty then.' I saw it on a lot of the morning shows and people by word of mouth and I think just by my fans knowing by heart that something was up. And so that person doesn't feel alone. But it might not be particularly a good thing if I've been quiet for 15 years. And I never really understood what she meant. I felt like I was in a state of shock. CNN has reached out to representatives for Spears to verify the authenticity of the audio message, which has been posted in its entirety on TMZ and other outlets. The singer has recently deleted her Instagram account and also released her first song in two years, a collaboration with Elton John called "Hold Me Closer.". And honestly, would anybody believe me? And, and I haven't haven't even really shared even half of it. When I dated Sam, I was pretty much in the same situation Britney was in. And I got to a point where, you know, because my pride in my 30s, I have to live under my father's rules. And all of this is going on in my mom's witnessing this and my brother is witnessing and my friends are witnesses and they all go along with it. And their only response was, 'We didn't know.' Fuck them. And from then on I had support. Like what?' I love you so much, but this talk is for you and me only, eye to eye, in private.. I think that's the main thing that hurt me. Listening to the audio, she sounds a bit rambling and upset, The singer then talked of the time she dated Britneys now-husband. Let's go.' But the whole thing that made it really confusing for me is these people are on the street fighting for me, but my sister and my mother aren't doing anything. I talked to rabbis. "They made me feel like nothing, and I went along with it," Spears says, describing being fat-shamed. Who is coming here?'. We had it all set up to just leave. The singer accused Jayden of "undermining" her like the rest of her family after his comments in his recent interview with 60 Minutes Australia, via Page Six. I'm honestly more angry at my mom because I heard when reporters would call her at the time and ask questions of what was going on. Here is a YouTube video that captured the original audio before it was taken down. Finally, the owner of the whole facility that I was always texting to try to be able to go somewhere I just get out of the house, that place somehow. The audio has since been set to private on YouTube.#news #britneyspears Each weekday morning, \"CBS Mornings co-hosts Gayle King, Tony Dokoupil and Nate Burleson bring you the latest breaking news, smart conversation and in-depth feature reporting. I was talking to a guy and he wanted to just leave the country with me. I couldn't have the nannies that I wanted to have. But she suffered a highly publicized 2007 breakdown, which included attacking a paparazzo's car at a gas station. im sure someone that collects her unreleased music and doesnt share it with anyone would know. Jayden and Sean Preston are turning 16 and 17 later this month. And it was at the end of recording Glory. And we're the bosses here, but I didn't. And I didn't even do anything wrong, and he still did it. In perhaps the most revealing account yet, Britney Spears opened up about her life under a conservatorship in a 22-minute statement posted online. Spears stated that the lengthy recording was in lieu of an interview. It was insane how hard I worked. I have an amazing song right now with one of the most brilliant men of our time and I'm so grateful. Britney Spears is addressing her son , Jayden James Federline, and calling out her family in a shocking new audio message. Im sure she does have mental health struggles, but who the fuck wouldnt after being a child star? Weak as hell. I didn't play their game anymore. Sitting down, drawing six galls of blood every week. I couldn't even smoke cigarettes, people on death row can smoke cigarettes. Considering that a conservatorship gives you essentially the same rights as a dead person I dont think shes wrong in using the term literally, Literally actually has a dictionary definition that it can be used for emphasis even when not true, because people have been using it that way for so long. I listened to the recording and what I took from it is that she is just a human trying to do their best and is on the mend. We should probably go, you know, to a hotel or something.' She would go innocently, innocently hide in the house and she wouldn't speak up. So I'm, I'm here, honestly, just to open myself to others and try to shed a light on, if anyone out there has ever gone through hardships or whatever it is just to put a light on it. The audio message was originally tweeted by Spears without comment but the link was then deleted. In Britney Spears' 22-minute audio recording she criticized her father Jamie Spears (inset with Britney, 2006) for his role in her conservatorship. "You also have to understand, it was like 15 years of touring and doing shows. I was scared and fearful. I remember my dad calling me on the phone and I was crying. And I'll just go have a drink somewhere,' he said, 'But I do feel like something. Honestly, I don't either. We're praying for her.' I did a TV show called How I Met Your Mother and then I started working on an album called circus, I started working away right away. And I really don't think any of that is relevant to getting paid to tell your story, I feel like it's kind of silly. And then my family is in Destin, at my beach house. And I'm not sure really what it is but that's what my heart says.' Britney Spears on Sunday released a lengthy audio message concerning the controversial guardianship that kept her primarily under her father's control for more than 13 years. I've talked to grown men about it and they're like, 'We don't see how you did it.' I'm sharing this because I want people to know I'm only human. Spears' Twitter account posted a link to a Then four hours later, there were over 200 paparazzi outside my house, videotaping me through a window of an ambulance holding me down on a [gurney]. Like I even wore wigs and all the dancers were doing all these nice sexy head flip turns, and I had conditioner treatment and my hair and like these little caps over my head and just during the whole show getting conditioner treatments just with wigs on because I was just like a robot. CNNs Megan Thomas contributed to this story. Know this, my life has been far from easy and you're not alone.". Well, I think my strength grew because I didn't reach out to my dad anymore. I think the main thing I do remember when I first started was my dad's control. And just, they made me feel like nothing. I got on my knees every day. "I woke up this morning and I realized there's a lot going on in my head that I haven't shared with anyone," Spears says in the raw, emotional recording. The pop superstar took to Instagram on And I prayed. So since that day, I did probably four and a half tours, I did an album Circus, Femme Fatale, Britney Jean and Glory. Britney Spears shared an audio message to Instagram on Monday (Sept. 5) calling out her son Jayden James. And I'm like, how am I the one working here doing all this, but I don't get the side things, the good stuff, you know? She needs more than just venting. Subscribe for free via iTunes and other podcast platforms IDEAL OPORTUNIDAD DE INVERSION, CODIGO 4803 OPORTUNIDAD!! Music, radio and podcasts, all free. Her dad is a sick man. Listen online or download the iHeart App. I think maybe four days a week I don't really remember. The audio featured Spears talking at length about her experiences over the past 15 years, her feelings towards her family members, and she also revealed how she nearly fled the country with her "secret" boyfriend. And I was like well, I don't know what's going on. A Warner Bros. It didn't make sense. I literally felt like a nun. I just don't want to say the wrong thing. So glad shes making music with Elton John. Spears says that her phone was tapped, and she felt unsafe asking for help. I needed a lot of support. And she looked at me and she said, 'Are you kidding me, Brittany? I had no contact in that place for so long and my heart would just want to stand up in my family's faces and scream and cry and throw a tantrum and go back in time and do exactly what I wanted to do with those times. If I did do something wrong? Listen to a portion, Watch brown bear walk free after 20 years of being caged in a restaurant, See how Trevor Noah ended his 7 year run on 'The Daily Show', Celine Dion reveals diagnosis of a rare neurological disorder, See how Prince Harry proposed to Meghan Markle, TikTok videos of 13 strangers going on a road trip went viral. And I stalled and I stalled and I stalled. So they don't even think.' appreciated. I missed my AA meetings, I couldn't go any I couldn't have the keys in my car, No cash, no cigarettes, no door for privacy. I couldn't process how my family went along with it for so long. Britney Spears' mum Lynne has appeared to respond to the singer's now-deleted 22-minute audio message that she uploaded to YouTube yesterday (28 August), which saw her Here is a YouTube video that captured the original audio before it was taken down. And I remember a lot of my friends texting me and calling me and were extremely close, and they wanted to see me but by what had happened, honestly, still, to this day, don't know what really I did, but the punishment of my father, I wasn't able to, you know, see anyone or like anything, and and you have to imagine none of it made sense to me. I was performing for like thousands of people at night in Vegas, the rush of being a performer, the laughter the joy, the respect. Discovery Company. What and what if they found me and what would they do?' Nothing. A post shared by Britney Spears (@britneyspears). And while all of this is going on, my mom's witnessing this, my brother, my friends -- they all go along with it.". It doesnt really matter, because even if it WAS needed - her family executed it in the most heavy handed manner possible. Eventually, by the grace of God and praying on my knees, I left the place. The audio file was uploaded to YouTube but then later removed. In the recording, Spears says shes had tons of opportunities to interview with media outlets, including Oprah Winfrey, that would have paid for her to share the hardships and just really anything thats going on in my mind., The audio recording also included a reference to a time where Spears says she was sent to a facility where she had six units of blood drawn on a weekly basis. I feel like she could have gotten me a lawyer in literally two seconds, my friend helped me get one in the end. or was it an old recording? Do you guys want me to get better so I can continue to give your dad $40,000 a month? she asked. I want to do this.' A woman introduced the idea to my dad and my mom actually helped him follow through and made it all happen. I was hoping to see some meaningful discussion in this most post. Join half a million readers enjoying Newsweek's free newsletters. She didnt have a chance to learn how certain posts would be received by fans the way everyone else did. Britney Spears, who last November celebrated a legal victory that freed her from a 13-year conservatorship that controlled her personal and professional life, is sharing more about her experience during that time. .. Advertisement .. 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And they were playing the game of ball and twist of, you know, she's gonna come running back to us, because, you know, we've scared her. A wonderful friend finally got me a lawyer, and he really helped me through it. And that was it. I was being controlled by my But anytime she talks outside of those posts, she sounds very normal. My thoughts and what I've been through, because I haven't really had that outlet to share completely openly, for so long, just scared of judgments, thoughts of other people and what they think or what they may say. It was always like 'I don't know what to say. Did you encounter any technical issues? 2. My first job after the two weeks of being hospitalized and completely traumatized out of my mind. But if you don't go, we're gonna go to court, and they'll be a big trial, and you're gonna lose, I have way more people on my side than you. And I'm 30 years old, living under my dad's rules. And also I have tried my best to help you out of hardships! And again, none of it made sense. A Los Angeles judge in November 2021 dissolved the conservatorship long overseen by Spears' father -- an arrangement the singer said had prevented her from having a contraceptive IUD removed despite her desire for more kids. I want to be able to play. I was really really scared. from eight to six I work some times at nine o'clock, I'd be able to watch a movie. did she make that recently tho? I know now, it was all premeditated. Spears rocketed to fame in her teens on hits like "Baby One More Time," becoming one of the world's reigning pop stars. And definitely the embarrassment of just of the whole thing, period. 2022 Cable News Network. Mindy Kaling Says The Office Is So Inappropriate Now Bam Margera Hospitalized with Pneumonia, Put On Ventilator. I do feel victimized after these experiences and how can I mend this if I don't talk about it? Well, the actual conservatorship actually started, I think, 15 to 16 years ago, I was 25 when it started, I was extremely young. It didn't formally end until November 2021, after the pop phenom's father Jamie Spears was removed from his position in charge of her finances and estate at a hearing in September. I don't want any of it. Here is a YouTube video that captured the original audio before it was taken down. But it was really tricky because I had to just play this role that everything was okay all the time. They shared their stories, just to share their story in a circle of women and men who just are trying to be better people and trying to touch other people. And in like a militant, almost prison-like way that like is where you you're not even all there and none of it made sense. But I said to her, 'You know what I'm doing?' But yet, they treated me like nothing. They monitored what I ate. That's what I felt like my family threw me away. I missed my AA meetings. I'm like, 'I'm on the phone telling you right now. I remember one time I was backstage and I needed my inhaler. Image Group LA/Disney Channel via GI. For more information, please fill out the form. The singer posted a 22-minute audio clip to YouTube on Sunday in which she addressed her conservatorship and the alleged abuse she says she was put through by her family. Im sharing this because I want people to know Im only human. He loved to control every thing I did. For me, it's beyond a sit down proper interview. Hes obsessed with his own daughter to a disturbing degree. In her case though, they were the ones using her for their own benefit. 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And what the f*** did I do to deserve that? She then details the conservatorship, echoing what she told a California court in a bombshell hearing last summer. Gabe Ginsberg / Chris Farina/FilmMagic / Getty Images, Herschel's Lifestyle Contradicted What He Allegedly Stood For | Opinion, Lack of Experience To Blame for GOP Loss in Georgia | Opinion. I literally spoke in a British accent to a doctor to prescribe my medication. But I remember my mom was sitting on the couch and she said, 'we've heard people are coming here today to talk to you. Britney Spears Posts Audio Message on And then I just remember everything got really weird and quiet and all the directors and producers went in the back room and just spoke. Not even human, almost. Britney Spears (pictured in December 2016)spoke her truth in a 22-minute audio statement published, then later removed, from YouTube. And my son named it and things started kind of taking a turn because I started getting more confidence just for myself. Britney first put this on her official YouTube channel. Literally the extent of my madness was playing chess, no was playing chase with paparazzi, which is still to this day, one of the most fun things I ever did about being famous, so I don't know what was so harmful about that. Well, for some reason, I started to get a spark back. ". She added, I keep working so I can pay off [my mother Lynne Spears] legal fees and her house, later suggesting that her sons' hateful comments are due to them being afraid of her financial obligations ending when they both turn 18 soon. All I do remember is I had to do what I was told. But I went to one rehearsals and I said no to a dance and it was like 'No can we do that? Its truly horrendous. Most of the comments are literally about "literally.". I was told I was fat every day I had to go to the gym, and I'd never remember feeling so demoralized. The now 40-year-old describes being forced to work and tour, and barred from seeing friends or driving her own car. Because I really know what that feels like. I was shaking over 40 people's hands every night before show, training weekly. They threw me away. Pop singer Britney Spears has opened up about her years-long conservatorship in a 22-minute audio message posted online Sunday. And none of it again made any sense of what they were doing to me. My brother was a football player and my dad was really, really hard on him when he was younger, really abusive and I think when my mom gave him the idea for the conservatorship and his friend, I think he just really like regrouped it and made such a really, really overhauling big deal out of it and it was just really too much. Britney, your whole life I have tried my best to support your dreams and wishes! You don't even have a lawyer. I remember him always being in the office and my girlfriend was his assistant, and they would just stay in there all day with the door shut and I was never, ever able to leave her go anywhere. Updated And I found two really, really great people that would come to my house weekly and just helped me with my mind because I didn't understand all the therapy that I had to do there. I thought they were trying to f***ing kill me. I remember one of the guys was on an interview on the street and he said, 'You know, I could be totally wrong. Please.'. I went on tour which is a tour I was forced to do but I was supposed to do a new show. My dad literally, I was a machine. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. Music is so healing. The pop star, I knew in the deepest, deepest part of my core, I knew I'd done nothing wrong and I didn't deserve the way I'd been treated. Also, someone needs to explain to her what literally means. CNN has reached out to representatives for Spears to verify the authenticity of the audio message, which has been posted in its entirety on TMZ and other outlets. And I had like a swap team and how like, none of it made sense to me. And I remember just being like, my performances I know were horrible. The singer accused Jayden of "undermining" her like the rest of her Lynne Spears, the singers mother, seemed to respond to the audio recording with in a post on her verified Instagram account on Sunday night. But I truly I every time I made contact with a firm, my phone was tapped, and they would take my phone away away from me. Spears Twitter account posted a link to a Your rejections to the countless times I have flown out and calls make me feel hopeless! This domain film.com presents the opportunity for a brand, product, or service in any market segment to leverage a powerful and identifying domain name as a vehicle for growth and development. But I was still scared. What if I left the country? And I had to go along with it because I knew they could hurt me. I actually enjoyed it. Because I couldn't go where I wanted to go. I think shes just a bit of a dork online, which makes sense when you consider that social media was really taking off and developing a culture around the time she lost access to her own social media. 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